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Hello. Just popping in to wave form a distance. I did not end up going to the vineyard.

It was too costly and too far, in the end, to go up and back. The few items that I do want can probably be shipped.

The sand has almost run out on that section of my life. And I feel a sort of airy disconnect. You know how when you are a kid and you keep a bandaid on long after it gets soggy? And you take it off, and the healing self underneath is sort of blanched and unprepared? Like that.

A new me, blinking at the light. We shall see what comes now.



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Nov. 8th, 2014 09:09 pm (UTC)
Hello! *waves back*
Nov. 8th, 2014 09:28 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry you weren't able to make the trip. I assume other family members will take care of sending these to you? And maybe have them take pictures, too!! I treasure the photos of our cottage! HUGS.
Nov. 9th, 2014 12:36 pm (UTC)
What a poignant analogy. yes, I see that. *hugs*
Nov. 9th, 2014 10:15 pm (UTC)
Sorry you didn't manage to get back to the Vinyard. You'll always be an islander though, it's part of your soul.
Nov. 10th, 2014 06:02 pm (UTC)
Sorry you did not get to go there but Anteros is right - you carry with you the best of that past and no one can wrest that from you
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